Thank you so much, 2010

2010 is almost over, this latter part of December I’m really excited about the upcoming year, new life ahead, new experiences and new lessons to learn, but as I go on with this last day, I’m having second thoughts. If I will be given a chance to go back to a certain year in my life, I’ll definitely choose the year 2010. I’ve grown through my 2010 experiences, mistakes and all the people who shared their lives with me.

Mistakes and lessons are the big things that made me a better person. Although there has been rough times and rocky roads, but the end point is 2010 had the capability to balance it. I love how the year gave me a blast of happiness. Reminiscing memories are fun to do but on the other hand it makes me sad too, I can’t believe that time just passed by so fast and I know deep inside me that I’m not yet ready to kiss 2010 good bye. Just so I thought that I’m excited by 2011 there’s something within me that’s backing off, it’s kinda weird to feel this way but I know the best is yet to come and hopefully 2011 will be good.

It’s really not good celebrating special occasions alone, during the afternoon of the 22nd of April, I felt like I’m a different person that needed to face the new challenges in life, I realized by that very moment that I need to be extra strong just to fulfill what’s really my goal and what God wants me to pursue. Friends that come and go, love that’s been good for me for the first phase and the places that gave me a lot of things to cherish, to remember and surely i won’t forget.

Trials that made me cry, feelings that i can’t control and weaknesses that needed to be shown. People who understood me, shared their feelings, opinions, time and love, laughters and tears of joy, experiences and even sad tears.

Thank you so much 2010, If I will have a time machine I will go back to you and feel your goodness and love for me. Thank you.

CSDA: Cyber Space Display of Affection

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PDA, Public Display of Affection, define couples who are intimate, sweet or expressive about their feelings for each other in public places. Hugging, kissing, holding hands and many other gestures in public without having any hesitations of what other people might think or feel. Same with CSDA, Cyber Space Display of Affection, the difference is… you do it online or in cyberspace, and of course with the use of internet. Not the literal way showing or expressing intimate feelings but through uploaded photos and videos on your social networking accounts like facebook, twitter, tumblr, myspace and many other social networking sites. Same with posting “I Love You” messages, comments, tags and tweets to each other.
To those who are internet bum and are into relationships, this CSDA is one way of expressing to the internet world about their feelings with each other and how they are perfectly experiencing happiness with their partners. One great example is making their photo together as their Facebook profile picture and posting “I Love You” messages wall-to-wall.
In line with the CSDA, there are also social networking users who are not really into expressing their feelings through cyberspace. Others are getting little irritated to see their friend’s account having a lot of “i love you” messages in the news feed. According to some users they are really not “bitter” or somewhat “haters” of these messages, in fact, in some ways they find it really sweet and it even shows how proud their friends are by expressing or publishing these posts to the whole cyber/internet world, what makes them irritated is that they see these posts, messages, tags, photos, videos etc. each and every minute.
Furthermore, they just want those CSDAs to lessen the display of affection or just keep it private through chat or personal messages.
It’s really given that these messages or posts are somewhat irritating for some time, but who are we to interfere? Let’s just let them express their love for each other and enjoy the sweet messages that we are reading. Spread the Love CSDAs 🙂

Let the Flames Begin

Josh and Zac Farro statement about their controversial exit from the band Paramore and their opinion about the blog posted by Hayley Williams.

 Let me start by apologizing to you for the way everything went down on Saturday.  I had a statement typed ready to post to you guys but Hayley released one without my permission.  We were not going to issue a statement until we worked out our exit agreement with Hayley.  I wish it didn’t have to happen that way, Zac and I wanted to be the ones you heard it from.  I want to be honest with you guys about how this band formulated from day one. I did not think Hayley’s version told the whole story, at least from our perspective and hopefully this will explain a bit about why we are leaving.
                Zac and I had a garage band in high school with the intentions of just making music for the love of it. We met Taylor and our friend Jason Clark at our school and found out that we shared the same musical tastes.  So, we asked them to join our band. It was some of the greatest times of our lives playing music in Taylor’s basement with them.  We obviously needed a lead singer and one day Zac met Hayley.  We asked her to come try out and eventually to join the band.
                Months down the road things changed and this band became all about Hayley. She had a manager at the time that controlled her every move along with her parents. They didn’t like the idea of Hayley being in a rock band so they forced her to leave wanting her to pursue a solo career.
                Hayley went off to write and record her solo demos while the four of us continued on without her.  A couple of months later Hayley came and asked us if she could use the song “Conspiracy” that we had all previously written together.  We agreed that that would be fine.  I got a call a while after that from Hayley telling me that her manager said that Zac and I were invited to be back in the band (the band we started), but not Taylor and Jason because they weren’t good enough in his eyes. Hayley brought in Jeremy and our first rhythm guitarist Jason Bynum as the other two members.
                 We travelled to LA a few weeks later for a showcase and it was a nightmare.
 Hayley’s manager would tell the band to be in the lobby of the hotel at a certain time, but he and Hayley wouldn’t show for hours.  We found out that they had been meeting with record label executives all morning without us, which is totally weird given that this wasn’t simply a solo artist, but we were a band. The band was in the dark the whole time.  After many meetings between Hayley, her manager and the labels they decided to sign her to Atlantic records. We didn’t understand why Hayley was the only one signing the contract since we were told this was a “band”, but we were too young to grasp all of this.  So far, Zac and I haven’t signed with another label, although I guess our part of Paramore sure could. Next thing we knew we were having a signing party for Hayley.
                Our next move was to rerecord her solo demos with our own music rather than studio musicians to make it sound more genuine. Meanwhile, we tossed around band names. I wrote out a list of names, including “Paramore”, a name my old band with Taylor and Jason Clark had thought about using. Obviously, we settled on that name. The label received the rerecorded demos and once again tried to fire the entire band, saying we were terrible. Thankfully Hayley and I had been writing some new songs together (Hallelujah, Here We Go Again) that the label was pleased with so that acted as leverage for the band to stay. The label and management then decided to build our band up the grass-roots route. They put Hayley on Fueled by Ramen not making it known she was signed to Atlantic as well. All the while we still questioned whether or not we were an actual band, but Hayley continued to insist we were, despite our being ignored and pushed around by the label.
                 They then sent us all to Orlando to rehearse and write eight hours a day for our first record. Half -way though this process, Jeremy decided to quit.  We were all really upset about it. So we finished the record, replaced Jeremy, and hit the road with Hayley’s father as our tour manager/driver of a twelve-passenger van. Her dad would constantly threaten to “pull the plug” on the whole band if we complained about anything, suggesting that we were hired guns and Hayley was the real artist, when in reality we were also part of the band. We’ve always been treated as less important than Hayley. It’s been obvious how her family views things.
                Jeremy ended up rejoining and we toured non-stop for two and half years building our fan base, pretending to be a band that started naturally. In reality, what started as natural somehow morphed into a manufactured product of a major label, riding on the coattails of “Hayley’s dream.”
                Before recording our next record, we kicked out Jeremy for his lack of work ethic and participation in things that Zac, Hayley and I didn’t agree with.  At this point it was just the three of us to record Riot. Once the record was done, we needed a bassist and another guitarist. Eventually Zac and I convinced Hayley to let Taylor rejoin and she convinced us to let Jeremy back in, promising he had changed his ways. Once again we hit the road and toured on our biggest record as a band. As you all know Hayley and I dated and broke up during this album cycle. Things then started going downhill for our band. Hayley and Jeremy’s views started changing from what we all once believed in. The band almost split after cancelling a tour in Europe, but we managed to keep it together somehow. This is when Zac and I started to consider quitting the band.
                 Once we finished touring on Riot, we came home for a break and started writing for Brand New Eyes. Hayley presented lyrics to us that were really negative and we didn’t agree with. For example, “the truth never set me free”, which contradicts what the Bible says in John 8:32 (“and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall sat you free”). We fought her about how her lyrics misrepresented our band and what we stood for, but in the end she got her way. Instead of fighting her any longer, we decided to just roll over and let it go.
                   Hayley claimed that this record reunited us as band and made us grow closer together, when in reality we were all growing further apart. Suddenly the band had spilt into two sides. Touring became more difficult since we couldn’t agree on anything. The friendships our band once had were no longer existent. Amos 3:3 says, “Can two people walk together without agreeing on the direction”.  In addition to the band turmoil, touring had really taken its toll on us both. We left home at such a young age and missed taking part in normal teenage years.  When you own part of a band and are constantly playing, you make sacrifices.  
               Touring has taken its toll on our family members as well. I specifically remember many moments where our parents would break down in tears when we had to leave. It broke my heart. Seeing our siblings grow up so much during our absences was never easy either.
                After a lot a prayer and counsel Zac and I came to the decision that it was time to leave the band. We truly feel that God is leading us elsewhere and is going to do great things with us. The intention of this statement was not to belittle or disgrace the rest of the band, it was simply to clarify our decision for leaving and our desire to finally tell you guys the truth.  We are still hoping to work out a friendly way to leave our part of Paramore intact with the remaining band members, including Hayley. 
                We want to thank you guys for all of your love and support over the past 7 years. It’s been an honor creating and playing music for you. If music is what God calls us to in the future, we hope that you all will be a part of it.
All of the glory be to God,
Josh and Zac

Let’s DECEMBER It!

And yeah, Christmas is the most awaited occasion of the year, this is the day that you can celebrate and have fun with your family. They said that Christmas is really about giving, but for me, we should give everyday, give love, happiness and good vibes to each and everyone.

You’ll enjoy each single moment with your family, away from all the stress and all the works that you have in life. Making also Christmas wishlist and uttering the words “material things for the win!”. Oh Christmas, you’re so good. Honestly, I never get excited about Christmas ever since, you know I’m not the typical person that will celebrate different occasions with the family, because honestly, I don’t have somewhat “complete family”. But there’s so much to be thankful for. I’m still alive, I’m good and eventhough I don’t have a Mom and a Dad, I have grandparents all throughout.

I’m just wondering if I can get some love this coming Christmas, that’s my only wish. You know what, Christmas is not about ME, it’s not about YOU, it’s not about THEM and it’s not about US, it’s about the birth of Jesus Christ. We keep remembering Santa Claus because of the gifts that he’ll give us, but why not pause for a while and greet Jesus Christ “happy birthday!”

Again, there are so many things to be thankful for. Instead of counting that things that you don’t have, why not focus and be thankful for the things that you have in your life now? That’s a blessing, that’s a gift. We should enjoy the Christmas spirit, we should be thankful and we should be HAPPY and CONTENTED. Money can’t buy love and happiness, give LOVE everyday. Spread the LOVE ❤ Merry Christmas!

Happy Birthday Jesus Christ! 🙂

It’s gonna be alright, Big Man

Yao Ming, the tallest player (7ft. 6 inches) in the NBA (National Basketball Association) who plays for Houston Rockets is currently suffering in a stress fracture in ankle, been sidelined since November this year. Another devastating setback for Houston Rockets center, and this injury is triggering his NBA career.

He’s one of China’s best-known athletes, with sponsors with several major companies and he has been the richest celebrity in China for six straight years.

Yao Ming was the top overall draft pick in 2002 and during 2005-2006 campaign saw the first of a litany of injuries, making him broke a bone in his left foot for the first time with four games left during the 2005-2006 NBA season. And during the 2006-2007 season, he broke his right leg and missed 32 games of the season and it goes with the stress fracture in his left foot in February 2008 that cost him to missed the whole post season.

Yao Ming’s fans are really praying for his recovery, another triggering point for the big man’s career but it’ll be alright sooner or later.

Read more on Yahoo Philippines News NBA: Rockets’ Chinese Star Yao has stress fracture in ankle

Worst Selling Cars of 2010

I got inspired about Forbes news about the worst selling cars of 2010. Seriously? Those brands are fascinating indeed, thats why this news brought some goosebumps. Its given, total light vehicles sales are up by 11.1% during November, also beating the market and topping the market share: Buick up for 53.5%, Cadillac is up 38%, Infiniti is up for 26% and of course Ford, Hyundai and Jeep up through 23%.
Not surprisingly, these brands are really doing good in the market with their newly designed and innovated cars, who’s not gonna like it?

But as i read the news, it made me think why the most famous brands were actually worst selling this year. Maybe wrong positioning, too much innovation, it doesn’t really fit the wants of the consumers or maybe they are just worst. Let’s take a look.

Saturn
Pontiac 2010 (G5)
Hummer 2010

Saturn, Pontiac and Hummer were killed this year. Reflects also to the discontinued sales during 2009, the Kia Rondo and Chrysler PT Cruiser. Suzuki in the midst of it all, also experienced the decline of sales by 42% overall by 2010. Vehicles like the compact SX4, Grand Vitara SUV and Equator also experiencing a sort of decline this year 2010, due to lack of resources.
But there’s still hope for it, the new Kizashi, mid-sized sedan.

oh well, for those who are into cars, i think this news can help. Car Companies will be launching improved and newest cars on 2011. Let’s wait for that.

Credits to Yahoo Autos for being a reference. For more Infos just check The Year’s Worst-Selling Cars, provided by Forbes.

11 Years

11 years, hindi ganun kadali itapon.

11 years na tayong magkasama, sa hirap at ginhawa, sa lungkot at saya.

Marami man ang dumating, meron man mga sumubok pero tayo pa rin hanggang ngayon, nananatiling masaya sa piling ng isa’t-isa.

Itatanong ko lang kung pagod ka na ba at kung mahal mo pa ba ako, 11 years ng buhay ko magkasama tayo.

Masasaktan ka pag iniwan kita at ipinagpalit sa iba, madami nga ang dumating pero ikaw ang gusto ko, marami man ang nagsasabi na magpahinga na tayo pero ang damdamin ko para sayo ay hindi pa rin nagbabago.

Mahal kita sa paraan na alam ko at alam ko na mahal mo rin ako sa paraan na alam mo. Hindi tayo maghihiwalay kahit sino pa ang may gusto. Mahal kita! 11 years na tayo! ❤

SHE

She knows how to handle pain
She knows how to smile even in vain
She laugh so hard so the pain won’t show
She cries alone to let her feelings flow

She didn’t grew up with a Mom and a Dad
She grew up with the knowing that love has yet to be found
She faced severe trials and still facing more
She didn’t hate the world, instead she love it more

She loved dearly and wholeheartedly
She thinks that the best is yet to come selflessly
She knows that people come and go
She absorbs every fact that people might leave her oh

She’s taken for granted
She’s frightened about heartbreaks
She’s strong on the outside
She’s happy on the surface

She loves you dearly with the feeling of bold
She’s trying to fit herself in your world
She appreciate every little thing you do
She understand all the things you’re trying to put her into

You can hurt her deeply
You can leave her for another
But SHE will not make things hard for you to utter
She, instead will love you and pray for you further

She is not YOU
She is not HE
She is not a DUMMY
Because, SHE indeed is…… ME

Flamingo

Flamingo/s often stand in one leg, it indicates that standing in one leg allow the birds to conserve body heat, because they spend significant amount of time in cold water.

I think human should also spend significant amount of time in cold water, so that they can feel some shivering and not always hot headed about whats happening in the world they live in. Just like flamingos, they can balance all the things even in just one leg.

Flamingos, Singapore Zoo 2010